I resent her. She’s everywhere and I’m sick of it. Either in my lunch periods or in the hall. She always looks happy to see me and says hi even though I have been trying to get rid of her for a year. She just doesn’t get it, that I just can’t stand her. But I’m too nice to tell her this so she makes me miserable instead. If she finds me at lunch I am doomed. She will see me with my friends and she won’t get it. Even if i ignore her. She will want to sit with me and i won’t be able to say no. My friends and I will be stuck with her being annoying, childish, and obnoxious and trying to act like she’s our friend. But if I say no after the excitement she will show from seeing me my friends will think I’m horrible. She lives in a distorted world where she is forever in kindergarten and I will always be her friend. But I think she sits alone at lunch. It always comes so close and i try to hide myself so she can’t see me and skip over and act like she’s part of my group. I am selfish. But I can’t stand her, and if she did that, I might just turn into a monster and tell her to just go away. I am always on the edge, worried that she will see me during lunch. I did this last year because she had lunch in my hour last year too. It was not easy. The lunch room is too small. I wish she would just get a schedule change so I don’t have to see her and so we can never meet. Or that she would just make other friends and doesn’t want to talk to me anymore. That would be better.