I hate this f****** world. If you are an idiot, an a******, or white, you can have whatever you want. I cant even get a goddamn job, but potheads, r*****, murderist, ex-s** offenders have no goddamn problem gaining employment, but because my cocksucking a****** of an ex, verbally and psychologically beat the s*** out of me and stole my life, fucked up my credit-I cant get a job. No account trifling a** b****** get to have the man of their dreams, what do I get??Raped, Herpes, unemployed with no prospects of ever having a real life.

God is dead… but then, how can some concept of a being who never existed, die.

I want to kill myself so bad. My home life s****, my personal life s****, I cant get a decent career started no matter how hard I work.

No, there is no God. Thats a GODdamn lie. I gave so much of myself for almost twenty years of my life, selflessly, and I dont ask for anything back, but I just get continuously cheated out of a chance. Ive been raped, abused, neglected, misused, and I have no ever after coming for me.

I want to kill myself, but I have a younger sister who worships the ground I walk on. I stay alive only for her. No one else would give a s*** if I died, I would just be that funny cute n***** with the nice face and a**. No one else really loves me. Im just entertainment for these no-account cocksucking assholes.

I cant kill myself. I cant kill anyone else, because then I will go to jail. So I will just medicate with pills and booze. Hazaa.

F*** you life. and if there is a God, than f*** you too, a******