I love you, and there's nothing more I want than to be by your side, but I wish I could trust you. You keep hurting me, and talk about how you'd prefer

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I love you, and there’s nothing more I want than to be by your side, but I wish I could trust you. You keep hurting me, and talk about how you’d prefer s** with another woman, and break down the little self-esteem I have so badly tried to muster. I want you but you hurt me

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I wish I knew others that had experienced this before. You dated someone just to find out they’re a narcissist that ends up replacing you with a dangerous criminal and within months the criminal passes away. This criminal wanted to write me a letter using a relatives mailing address and my relative said that she wasn’t getting involved in drama. I forgive but in the back of my mind,I question if God protected me from serious harm. Why do I feel as though this person faked their death and has actually left America when the website for the funeral home is trustworthy and they wouldn’t keep fake obituaries? Why do I feel my ex will find someone else to finish a dirty deed the previous and deceased partner had planned? Seriously, I wonder if anyone else had this experience before.

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