Sitting here, just thinking about how much has turned around for my son and I. It's a complete 180. It's so different from what it was. Out of one bad

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Sitting here, just thinking about how much has turned around for my son and I. It’s a complete 180. It’s so different from what it was. Out of one bad situation and then right out of another. It was all temporary. This is right where we were bound to be the whole time. It’s where we were headed the whole time. THE WHOLE TIME. Home. Back home. Both of us, back home. We’re here. WE’RE HERE!!! Thank you, God! We’re here!

New Confession

Going back to when I was younger I went with my father to visit an uncle who lived in Quito. They drank and talked adult things, I was bored without internet. The only internet was tied to a computer out in the open.

The 2nd day, in the afternoon I left my uncle’s house and went a couple of blocks to a park nearby. I walked around and sat on a hillside. I heard voices and approached and it was two men kissing. One man took his pants off and the other man followed and the first man laid face down and the other man got on top of him and I watched as the man on top fucked him. I wet my pants, I had my first wet o*****. I didn’t leave until after they left.

From then on I when I had wet dreams, I always did so dreaming about those men at the park. I masturbated with my bare b*** out, feeling the air from the overhead fan. I never identified with the man on top doing the f******, always with the man on the bottom.

I’m gay as you figured out, I’m a bottom. I want a man to kiss me, to take my pants off, I want to s*** him and I want him hold me down and f*** me.

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I have a deep hate for the self help industry because it’s like its own type of religion…if you just believe and work hard enough, you’ll go to success heaven. I fell for it hard for awhile in the early 2000’s with my attention and money until I finally started opening my eyes to the patterns of BS. One of the patterns I started noticing were wealthy successful people in interviews talk about their similar “homeless to billionaire” origin stories that put them in a light of how hard they worked and scraped to get to where they are now, but almost nothing about the actual steps in between. Step 1: had nothing. Step 2: worked hard. Step 3: billionaire! It drove me nuts because I always ended up with the thought “but how did you actually get there?” They sell the idea of success because everybody loves the rags to riches story and it wouldn’t be so inspiring if they were thoroughly honest about what was available to them that isn’t for most people.