I feel like an orphan even though both of my parents are still alive. My mother is in a long-term geriatric residence and does not recognize me and my

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I feel like an orphan even though both of my parents are still alive. My mother is in a long-term geriatric residence and does not recognize me and my father is doesn’t even like me. The truth is I don’t like them very much either and I wish they both will die soon. Both of them have cause me so much pain and suffering. I never felt love from them. I just want it to be over, if I feel like an orphan I want to be an orphan. I am 50 years old.

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I want to snuggle with JoAnna Freeland. I want to play with her long hair. I want to gently nibble on her toes. I want to take in her scent. I want to understand her fully and what makes her tick. 😳

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