Two years ago I fell in love and after he broke up with me I was left in pieces. I told myself that I hated him and I believed myself until recently. I found out recently that he’s going to the Marines and despite how much I told myself that I was over him and that he didn’t matter to me I don’t want him getting hurt. He’s too passive and I don’t think he’ll make it but I don’t want to wish for his failure. I think I might still love him