I feel like punching a wall because I’m angry at myself for letting this girl go even though it would never work out between us I just needed that hope that we could be together forever because I truly loved this girl but I let her go, I let her go into the world she is afraid of, the world that left those scars on her arms and legs and the world that left her scared and alone, the world I’m so used to living in I hate myself that I would let her go corrupt by this I don’t want to live like this anymore this is why I punch things and why I do drugs not because I think it’s cool I need closure and I find closure in drugs games and punching things this is my life now and this is why I hate myself more and more every day because I let her go into this world that has corrupt me I just don’t want it to corrupt her again I want to save her but I no longer can, a new boy has come along, he is one of the ones which corrupted me and she says she loves him and he says he loves her I just hope he doesn’t corrupt her in the world I let her go into because I would just hate myself more she has hope in her yet unlike me but I just think that he may take that hope away in time and she will forever be corrupt
-Him, Her, Corruption
28th July 2014