I am here to confess that i am madly in love with someone. which i realised only after i started having the feeling of insecurity and could not see life without her. I have a strong feeling that she also likes me and she also spend her rest of the life with me like i want to spend mine with her. Previously i was scared of accepting this fact because of my workplace as she used to be one of my colleague, but when i started to miss her more and more, i did not thought about my workplace or anything else. I’ve also proposed her for marriage, but i dont know why she rejected my proposal without giving me any reason, simply by saying that its hard to say no. now i am in a big dilemma what to do next. should i wait for her or i should move on. honestly i havent seen my future without her. coz for me, she is everything. because of her negative response, i have lost my mental satisfaction. i dont know why, but my behaviour towards other people, have changed and honestly i m not being rude to them intentionally. i really feel guilty for my behaviour and always expect a little hope for her positive response one day.
