Ok, so my wife and I have some friends who have a son and a daughter, ages 5 and 13 respectively. I have a son and daughter, ages 4 and 1, respectively. I am 28. Well, we had the kids over at our house for the weekend (a common thing, sometimes they watch our kids for the weekend). So I’m a night owl by nature, and my wife and kids are all out cold and have been for over an hour. The 13 y/o and I are up watching a movie on tv (no, I don’t remember what movie), and I notice she’s got her hands under the blanket, moving rhythmically, not really paying attention to the show. Figuring I’d pick on her a bit, I made a remark about changing the channel if she wasn’t going to watch. She kinda looked embarrassed, and I told her I wasn’t mad or anything, just picking on her. I said I knew what she was doing, and it was fine, just that she might want to practice a little more discretion next time. She agreed that would probably be a good idea, then added that she just couldn’t help it sometimes, it just felt so good. I said that it was only the beginning of things she would find felt like that, and she asked “like what?”. We talked about having a guy go down on her, being penetrated (both vaginally and anally), and such things as that. Well, after a while, I could see she was getting very aroused just thinking about stuff, and I asked if she would be ok. She said she wished she could experience what we talked about, but didn’t know of any guy she knew that would do it. I told her that I would’ve at that age, and she finally got bold and asked if I could show her what I was talking about. I know I should’ve said no, but she is fit, s***, and extremely eager, so I agreed. I ended up not only going down on her, but teaching her how to s*** a guy off, to swallow, and I took her virginity, both vaginal and a***. All before the night was over. I’ve never before or since been attracted to a young girl, and never had any pedpophile-type urges, but it felt so amazing, how tight she was, climaxing in all three of her holes, all of it. I never told my wife, and no one woke up. We’re still friends with the family, and now she’s 14, almost 15, and has told me (quietly off to the side) that she wants me to f*** her again, that nothing felt as good since. I feel like I want to, but at the same time, I know I shouldn’t. My wife hasn’t been interested in s** in nearly a year, and I must admit that I’ve stroked off countless times reliving that night in my mind. I just am not sure what to do…