I feel bad because a week before my wedding I was thown a party and there was strippers. I was a good girl and didnt do anything at the party( my sister did lol) but after the party I stayed and yes I was drunk. Noone knew but all 3 strippers fucked me. I want to blame it on being drunk but I knew waht I was doing. I sucked them all and fucked them all. I am not a s*** or a w**** but that one night I was. I feel bad because I did it, and also because all I think about is what I did. Part of me wants to do it again and again and agian. another part thinks I should call off the wedding, and another part things I should keep it to myself and just get married and live happily ever after. (but with a dirty secret)