I’ve been chasing after a girl I like for the past 2 1/2 years without any results. It’s really painful to see her everyday knowing that I don’t really stand a chance. To me she’s simply amazing, she was the first, and the only girl I’ve cared enough for to actually ask out. She rejected me of course because her previous boyfriend was considered to be my best friend (I did ask her out after they broke up though. Just making that clear). I’m literally at her house every weekend and it’s just so confusing and frustrating to be around her. One minute it’s like I could lean in to kiss her and the next it’s like I’m in the deepest part of the friend zone. I’ve done everything I could possibly think of to try and start a relationship and nothing works. I know it seems like I’m complaining, maybe I am, but if by some chance she see this all I can say is: Even though I’m 19 and you’re 16, I have stronger feelings for you than you could possibly ever know. I’m not going to say I’m in love with you because we’re both too young to know what love is. I told you that I’ve never lied to you and I wouldn’t break a promise to you and I haven’t, and I remember what I told you after I asked you out and you said no, “I’m not going to give up”. I haven’t broken a promise yet and this is one I don’t plan to break.
