I wish my mother in law would die. She’s always complaining that she wishes she would die because she is in so much pain, and non of her strong pain killers will take away all the pain, even though her dr has told her that if she wants her morphine to work, she needs to quit smoking. She refuses to quit smoking, so the dr refuses to give her more than the 120 pills that are 30mg each of morphine. She’s supposed to take 1 pill 4 times a day. She will take her first pill at around noon and then the other 3 at bedtime. Last night she took 1 pill at noon, another at 3 pm and them 5 at bedtime. This morning she says she woke up feeling sick. Gee, I wonder why.