I still regret going to that church that day. It was a disaster. First off I’m not religious, but I approached the place because I thought they were one of the few churches in the area that would offer a shelter. I was a crying mess and totally vulnerable when a group of Christians found me outside. All they did was stare and I knew what they were thinking. Poor girl , she’s so young too. Then some chick comes over after hearing that I just needed a temp shelter overnight and she goes “Do you believe god ?” Why the f*** did I say “I don’t know”. No , I don’t worship any gods and never will. I guess more of a agnostic. She caught me off guard. I regret tell her what I said. I should have screamed “Nooooooooo.” So they take me up to this private room in the church and the women crowd around me and slowly but surely fish out my ENTIRE LIFE STORY. I hate how vulnerable I felt towards such people I didn’t know. Then some chick told me about how she was my age once and found god. In my mind I was like “Oh f***, what did infer myself into.” I knew where it was going. Then she sounded absolutely delerious and asked to read me a scripture. I got nervous and wanted to run out so bad. Then without giving me time to go home and think about wanting to believe in what they were eventually forcing down my throat, they crowd around me closer and get me to “invite Christ into my life”. For five seconds I felt like I was joining a cult and was being brainwashed. I felt like those weak minded. Girls I see become iniated into cults on tv documentaries. No, you didn’t “save” a soul that day. It all felt like an out of body expirience. Then when we finally got around discussing the “shelter” thing, they get a cop to send me downtown to a shelter that I was stranded at !!!!! The officer wasn’t sure if I would get a ride home and he knew I didn’t have ANY MONEY OR BUS TOKENS on me. Why the f*** didn’t you CALL THE PLACE AND CHECK FIRST ?. What a waste of time. I wasn’t some lost girl when i approached you Christians. I JUST NEEDED SOMEONE TO SLEEP FOR THE NIGHT BECAUSE INWAS HAVING ISSUES AT HOME. I just left my house , I wasn’t kicked out . F***. Then one of you had the nerve to ask to see me at a service next Sunday. ? Why so that I can be stared at and pitied by everyone you’ve told my business too by now. ? I’m not stupid. I grew up attending churches with my family and I’ve learned that you guys are gossipy as f***. Thanks but no f****** thanks. Just because i don’t believe in your god doesn’t mean I’m lost. I could’ve been a f****** practicing Buddhist, Jew, Catholic. You guys never cared to even ask what my religious background was. You just saw a girl walking the street with her suitcase, was alone and assumed I was a weak minded sheep., with no goals in life. This is why I can’t stand Christians and i even abhor Christianity itself even more. I was in a completely different mindset then. Emotional. Just had a huge fight with my mom. Angry. Vulnerable. That’s why I was going along with that s*** upstairs. I regret going there and opening up to them because I just feel like I provided them with something to talk about during future sermons. I will never see you again , call you, etc. BYEEEEEEEEE.