I have never ejaculated into my wife during s**.
At first I wanted to hold it back from her because she wanted to get pregnant more than she cared for me. But now I know it’s because I’m gay. Since realizing the truth about me I can’t even get aroused by her anymore.
We haven’t had s** in over a year and it makes me so happy to know I won’t ever have s** with her again.
I want to leave her.
