I love and miss my kids so much when I am away at work. But as soon as I get home, my patience of them wears thin so quickly that after just a short time I just shut myself off. I hate this about myself. I think that between work and parenting three kids, I am just burnt out from all of it. I’d take a vacation, but as a business owner, I don’t get paid leave, and so it is very expensive for me to not work. Weekends are off, but they go by so quickly.