My younger brother isn’t doing as well in school as I was, even failing a state exam this year. I suffer from Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Panic Disorder so I freak out about my grades while he is apathetic. He’s very smart, so to see him fail makes me angry.

But I also feel good that I did better than he is doing now, and superior to him. And I feel really bad for that, but not enough to defeat the feeling.