I am totally used to having crushes on people I’ve never met, but this whole confusing, ridiculous crapola of having a crush on someone I work with, who is amazingly brilliant- who also likes me is rather annoying. Especially since I’m already married to a guy I love.

I don’t want to like this. I want to abhor him. But I don’t. He compliments me in ways my husband doesn’t. He makes me feel smart and pretty. I look forward to when he texts me. This freaking s****.

I find myself letting him touch me more than I should. I flirt back. And I can’t help myself.