my boyfriend of I dated for 5 months and we didn’t do anything but kiss, then he broke up with me for my best friend. Haven’t spoken to him or her for tears year. Today he shows up at my house, talking about how he broke up with her, and how he just missed me and I deserved an apology. We ended up having s**. I took his virginity and I don’t know where we stand now..why did this happen to me! He was my first and only love and I don’t know if he will ever want to be more than friends.