I have been married for five years now. My wife and I are best friends, we decided that we should get married. Well after five years of me being emotionally unattached and her wanting love. That we should separate. I met someone online during our relationship. An older woman that i can’t stop thinking about sometimes. My wife and i have come back together and are working hard on ourselves and on each other to make our relationship work. I just wish i felt for my wife the same for the other woman. Also I might be a s** addict.