Nothing I say comes out right,
I cant love without a fight,
No one ever knows my name,
When I pray for sun, it rains.
I’m so sick of wasting time,
But nothings moving in my mind,
Inspiration cant be found,
I get up and fall
Every lover breaks my heart,
And I know it from the start,
Still I end up in a mess,
Every time I second guess.
All my friends just run away,
When I’m having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed, but I know there’s a reason.
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that pretty much sum up my life as well as a ton of other lyrics
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I’m scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I’ll sink.
I can’t drown my demons, they know how to swim.
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On and on, like we’re living on a broken record.
Hope is strong, but misery’s a little quicker.
Sit, and we wait, and we drown there,
Thinking, “Why bother play when it’s unfair?”
They say life’s a waste, I say they lack belief.
They tell me luck will travel, I tell ’em that’s why I’ve got feet.
Left, right, left, right,
Moving along to the pulse of a heartbeat.
This could be the last chance you have to fly.
Do you like the ground? Want it to pass you by?
Man, you had it all when you were just kid.
Do you even remember who you were back then?
What do you want in life? Will you be twice as strong?
What would you sacrifice? What are you waiting on?
Don’t stop, march on.
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