I gave into temptation and have been having a s***** affair with my son. I am still uncertain how it all happened, I would have never dreamt it to be conceiveable a year ago. We are a very normal everyday single-parent family living within an affluent community. We have always been close but nothing out of the ordinary. However, my oldest son began showing a great deal of affection toward me a few months ago, often being boldly flirtatious. I dismissed it as a simple phase he must be going through but I also began to realize how much I was enjoying his attention. Instead of discouraging his advances, I found myself simply allowing him to feel more comfortable around me. At first he would just compliment me on my appearance and tell me how beautiful I am. That slowly evolved into seriously flirtatious comments which truly made me feel s*** and desirable. Honestly, I do think of myself as a very attractive woman but it feels good when a much younger man reaffirms that feeling, especially when that young man is extremely handsome and has a never-ending list of beautiful women chasing after him. One Friday night, after everyone else had gone to bed, we stayed up sitting next to one another on the sofa watching television. I was wearing my nighshirt and he was in his boxers. My head was resting against his bare shoulder with his arm around me, my hand in his, resting gently against my chest. Before realising what was happening, I felt his thumb gently caressing my n***** while his free hand was slowing exploring its way between my thighs. I looked up to see his face, uncertain what I was going to say or how I was going to react, and then he began kissing me. I was caught up in the moment and began kissing him back. My senses began reeling and moments later what little clothing we had between us was off and we were passionately making love. It was the most intense and amazing l********* I have ever experienced. There was never any shame afterward, only the feeling of purely satisfied pleasure. We became lovers after that night and we can never seem to get enough of one another, finding every opportunity possible to be together. We are very cautious about how we act and what we say in the presence of others. It is doubtful anyone else can understand how incredibly amazing our relationship is. I wish I could just stop hiding it. Being unable to discuss what is going on in my life with anyone else, I am on this site. It feels great just to confess, even if it is through an anonymous medium. Someday, I hope we are able to discuss our relationship and openly share our experiences with those around us without any fear of social retribution.