So, I'm in a long term relationship and everything is fine and dandy - he's my first true love and only sexual partner I've ever had (bare in mind I'm

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So, I’m in a long term relationship and everything is fine and dandy – he’s my first true love and only s***** partner I’ve ever had (bare in mind I’m only 20 and we’ve been together 4 years so not really that shocking).
Now lately my mind has been drifting and thinking about what life would be like if I wer currently single. I’m so comfortable with my partner that I’ve pretty much let myself go, gained a fair bit of weight and lost the majority of my previously crazy social life as most my time is spent with him. I’m starting to worry that I’m basically missing out on ‘life experience’ (not sure quite how to put it) in regards to the s***** aspect of life and just dating in general.
I love the idea of going on dates and meeting new people even if it’s not to establish any form of relationship but just seeing and speaking to new people in the world and the butterflies you get when there’s chemistry (s***** or not).
I want to explore; I miss the butterflies.

New Confession

I think I might be pregnant and I’m fantasizing about a guy who took my virginity. He’s bisexual and lives in another town. This baby would have been fathered by my fiancé, who is an an acquaintance of my first s***** partner (the bisexual guy). My fiancé still doesn’t know I had s** with the bisexual guy.

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Now it’s friends with benefits. Started off as a special birthday event. I was asked over to share a wife for his birthday. What she wasn’t expecting that I wasn’t finished the first round. Apparently, my friend Jeff is only good for one load. When she realized I was still stiff and hard. She wrapped her legs around me and whispered that’s right f u c k me again. Jeff asked is everything ok? She replied He’s not finished yet. And he’s f u c k i n g my brains out. Leave us along. Now it’s every Saturday. He works and I’m over there and we’re F u c k i n g like two teenagers in heat and her parents aren’t home.