The truth is that i have a girl best friend(i’m a guy) and we became best friends around a year ago and we have been so close with each other and we have told each other every secret in our lives. My favorite memory with her was when she game me my first kiss but i think that from that point i fell in love with her because she is is just perfect put she got a boyfriend and it broke my heart but i didn’t want her to notice, but every time she told me how much she loved him i just broke inside.

So one day when she told me she would like to tell me everything about her bf i said no and just burst out in tears and told her that i didn’t want to know that i was getting hurt because she was loving another guy that wasn’t me. But she understood and told me that she could see it in my eyes so i calmed down and we just kept being close friends.

like a week after she just got deppresed and started confessing all theses weird things to me but one of them was that she felt that she was in love with me because i was so perfect and understood her and that she feels bad because her boyfriend dosnt pay attention to er and they fight a lot but im her giving everything for her and i dont recive anything.

When we decided to talk about it everything was awkward but we just accepted that we both liked each other but we didn’t do anything. So then this old crush she had started talking to her again and she loves it but i really really hate him but i dont know how to tell her that i want her to be with me instead of being with that guy.

But i’m not sure if i’m able to gamble out deep friendship over love because i dont want to end our friendship like that but i don’t what to ignore my feelings either

Help me please. What do i do?