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I sometimes talk about my best friend behind her back. I only talk to random strangers about her. She’s such a w****. She’s 13,and has lost her virginity! She’s bi,so she’s annoyingly flirty towards me. Its friendly flirting,she doesn’t mean any of it. But it bugs me when she says “I would love to be your first lesbian experience.” Like,dude,I’m pretty sure I’m straight! I honestly think she’ll be pregnant by high school. Her boyfriend is 17! She has even had s** with her 23 yr old brother! Plus she’s a creationist,and a vegetarian. She says stuff like “Don’t eat meat around me.” um,last time I checked,you came over to MY HOUSE. You are my guest,don’t be a b****. Not to mention she always pisses me off when she calls evolution “the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard.” She has no idea how evolution even works,yet she’s trying to debate it with me! I love her like a sister,but I don’t want her to ruin my life or her own. I needed to get this off my chest. If you’ve read this far,thank you for listening.

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When I was in college my roommate was raped and murdered in a stairwell. I left that school and later completed my degree on line. I lived with my mother.

I had a long time jib working for a cupcake store. One random day a man stopped for a birthday cupcake for his secretary. I asked him if men still had secretaries. He asked if I had an education. Since I had a degree I could be his secretary, the birthday girl was moving.

The company offices had fifty people, mostly male, engineers. The other females were all young, dressed well, fawned over the men. Hired for their looks. I was hired for my looks, 22 blonde.

The man, he wanted a secretary who was affectionate to him. Kiss on the cheek every morning. Wore dresses, a little cleavage. A slap across the a** type of man. He kissed me in his office, felt me up and told me he was coming to my house. I told him I lived with my mother.

He showed up and my mother told me to serve him. He told her he was there for me. He saw me at the cupcake store and decided to marry me.

My mother asked Jim questions, like interviewing him for me. He passed, professional, manager, good job, but how did she know if he could father children. I got married anyways , fingers crossed.

Five years without children. Five years of keeping myself away from him. Five years of this and that girl. He turned 33, I either got pregnant or he would leave me.

Coercion. Blackmail. Forced to comply. It was as awful as I imagined. You only give up your virgin status once. It was awful. What can I say. He repeated it to make sure I got pregnant.

You see, my college roommate was my lover. When I lost her everything ended for me. I married him to please my mother. It’s awful, what can I say. I’m cheating on her memory. This child in me, if I have a girl I will name her after Cristina.