I think about the time I spent with you all the time, making plans for a life together staring up at the Xmas lights I had up in my room. Time has passed, we are married to other people now, it seems like so long ago…wondering if you ever think of me the way I think of you. Was I just someone you used? Was it the circumstances of the break up? I dont envy your current situation, your spouse is nuts, I wish you had more freedom
Maybe you’d be at least able to talk to me, the curiosity wouldn’t be there creeping into my mind at 4am keeping me awake.