Hey… so I am married with no kids (maybe soon but now now) and I have this very deep secret from my husband and I am afraid if what would happened if he find out. I used to be in a relationship with a married man (i loved him, seriously) and he tried to left his family for me, i am winning. You know that? We are in the state that we dont care anymore about his family/kids feelings. All we know is that we are in love and we should be together. But then.. before my licensure examination, I realized that everything is wrong and I can imagine his kids hating me for stealing their father! After millions of tears.. i decided to transfer to a different location. To move on with my life, to left the man i was so in love with.. because that is the correct thing to do. I dont want to be a home wrecker… I just love someone, deeply love someone who’s taken.

I know i cant undo the past.. I have hurt too many people. I regret that I have hurt a wife, kids and his entire family.. but deep inside me I am thankful that once in my life I have love someone, who loves me back.. but its just the wrong time. It made me realize that YOU CANT EAT YOUR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO.

Me and my husband have been married since 2012… and I exert best effort so he cant be friends with my friends on facebook. I am still afraid that someday.. he would know and… I dont know. :'(