Lately I’ve not been myself. I’m ten and I’m already been starting to leave notes saying that I’m ugly and that I shouldn’t be alive. I really wanted to paint my room, but when I started to get ready for it I just stopped. It made me think about how I hide myself in front of my friends. I’m so stupid comparing myself to painting walls. Oh and by the way I also hurt myself. I also feel really weird because the only way I feel like I fit in is my imagination. My parents don’t hurt me I swear on my life. Neither do my siblings or my friends. I so stupid posting this cause my parents will probably come acrossed it. Never mind that just please help me.