The girl I have been in love with for two years is leaving for college at the end of the summer. No matter where I sleep, she is haunting me. I sometimes hear her voice, only to turn around and find that my mind had been playing a cruel trick on me. I walked the halls of my high school, desperate for even a glimpse of her. She is not only the most gorgeous person I have ever seen, but also the smartest, funniest, and most charismatic girl I have ever met. I love her more than she could ever understand, and it pains me to know that I would give my life for her so easily and she could never feel the same for me. She has no idea, mostly because I’m a girl, her neighbor, and one of her closest friends. I have no idea how much this next year will hurt, it absolutely terrifies me.