I HAVE NEVER BEEN GIVEN ANY EMOTIONAL OR PHYSICAL AFFECTION FROM YOUNG MEN OR MOST GUYS SINCE A SMALL CHILD, THAT CONTINUED ON INTO MY TEEN YEARS AND ADULT YEARS AS WELL… I HAD ONE LITTLE BOYFRIEND WHEN I WAS 7 BUT HE DROWN AND DIED THEN NO YOUNG GUYS EVER AGAIN TOOK AN INTEREST IN ME IN MY OWN CIRCLES AND NO CUTE GUYS EVER HUGGED ME, OR WERE NICE TO ME… MOST OF MY LIFE ITS BEEN MEN THROWING THINGS AT ME, PUSHED AND PULLED AROUND, BULLIED, BASHED AND RAPED AGGRESSIVELY BY KEN CAREY AND OLD GUYS ABUSING ME OR S****** AND CREEPY GUYS OR BAWLED GUYS LIKING ME GOING OUT WITH ME BUT NO ONE EVER SHOW PROPER LOVE AND CARE FOR ME.

I HAVE BEEN A GOOD DAUGHTER AND SISTER AND SUFFERED MUCH FOR MY FAMILY AND OTHERS AROUND ME YET GET LITTLE RESPECT OR CARE OR HELP IN RETURN.

SO IF I DIE FROM MASTUBATION THEN ITS ALL YOUR FAULTS…!!!!! NO ONE EVER GAVE ME ENOUGH OF ANYTHING I NEED.

NO ONE EVER GAVE ME THE LOVE AND AFFECTION I NEED…

SO YOUR TO BLAME IF I DIE!!!

SIGNED CATHERINE GRAHAM 1 MOLOOA BIRKDALE…