I love my wife. We have a great time, But we h avent had s** for 6 years. I have had my fill of p***. It does almost nothing anymore. To get something out of it, id have to go into things that scare the s*** out of me. I will cheat depending on who the girl is. I want a long term thing. Romantic even. I dont get any of that from my wife.

There is this gal at work. We’ve talked, hung ot a coulle of times. Shes 15 years older than me, smoking hot, a nymph, we have similar s***** interests and desires. I burn with desire for her.

She wont do anything. Her view is this: she wants to, she fantasizes about it, tells me what she would do, but she wont. Another view of hers is “if you think about dong it, you might as well just do it. Otherwise you will be double minded and double minded people are just f****** themselcds over.”

I will do anything to be with her.