omg everything goes so f****** FAST i can barely keep the days together in my head, it feels like one big mass of craziness, a recurring loop of madness. If i wasn’t doing mindfulness and breathing I’d be as swept along like the rest of the maniacs but then sometimes I think I’m the maniac for not keeping up with the race that’s everywhere i look. Close your eyes and half the days gone, get sleep but don’t feel very rested, wake up alot in the night. Hard to keep it separate, maybe I’m not supposed to, maybe that’s the problem for people, not seeing how everything melts into everything else, i dunno.
