I started dating my current girlfriend not because I liked who she was, but because I just wanted to f*** her. Told her I loved her and all that s***, and am playing off all those stupid b******* feelings girls get when they date their first guy. I don’t feel anything for her like she feels for me, and every day I lie to her to keep her on the hook and on cloud nine, just so I can get dat p****.

I am a monster