I feel fat and ugly. I don’t have a thigh gap and I have ingrown hairs on my arms. My arms are fat and they have different tans because of the ingrown hairs. I also have them on my upper thighs . My legs also are different tans. When I swim I wear a tank top and soccer shorts. I weigh 166.8 and I’m younger than 18. I’m a girl who is very ugly and I don’t think anyone will like me I have tried starving myself and making myself throw up but I couldn’t do it This is the fabulous life of Jessica Vargas.