Before i was saved by Christ,if i would have gotten drunk or high,it wouldn’t have mattered if it was a guy or a girl i would still have s** with them. When i was 11 i had s** with a 16 year old guy. thinking back on it i really dont know if i can say it was r*** when i agreed to it. I sucked his d*** and tried to penetrate him. I dont remember anything after that because i fell asleep. When i woke up i started freaking out. For so long i was confused on who i liked and what i wanted. I’m just glad that part of my life is over now. I hated the way i felt every time i had s**, with guys and girls multiple times. I hated myself. I thank god i am a different person,i dont know where i would be if i didn’t have him in my life.