My wife asks me all the time if I watch p***, and I always lie. Truth is, I watch it constantly. I work from home and she goes to work, so if I get the itch I just jump online real quick and take care of it. Truth is, i don’t feel guilty about it at all. To me, it’s just getting rid of that h**** feeling. Doesn’t feel like anyone i’m looking at is a real person. It’s just a way to find relief. I love my wife dearly, and she is ultimately the one i’m most attracted to. Problem is she doesn’t feel like having s** that much and I feel like I’m h**** all the time.