I’m in love with a girl that doesn’t love me we were together and it didn’t work out cause she fell out of love with me to this day i tried and tried to make it work but she has no interest to try and make it work i told her last night that we shouldn’t talk text or see each other anymore she was very sad because she told me i was a very big thing in her life cause im there and no one else is but what can i do when every time i see her it hurts even if she laughs or smiles at my dumb jokes she is in love with one my friends which is her x and he is a cheating b****** and doesn’t deserve her love maybe its cause she is younger then me im 25 she is 21 and her mind set isn’t all there mostly into having fun and partying which is understandable because i was dumb and stupid at 21 so i have no right to take that away from here but i just want people to know that i would love this girl every single day and people tell me you will get over it and what not which is true but this is true love for me i would sacrifice my left kidney for her haha but yea my heart is taken away pretty much and i have had the worst luck with all relationships in my past and i thought this was the one i guess i can only work on my self now and make my self a better person for some one to come along and be that one for me i just wish it was her it makes me sad that i cant be next to her or feel her or smell her i love this girl with all of my heart and it would be selfish of me to not let her go and keep her around as long as i did so i let her go and i hope nothing but the best i just hope she realizes that i could have been that one if she wasn’t so stubborn with me doing some wrong things that can be repairable like the arguments we had and what not but yes thank you for reading my confession this is the first time i ever gave up at some thing especially because i would have fought the entire world to be with her….
