I subconsciously apologize for whatever I am doing whenever I am being myself. I got this phone case, and my friend who is a B**** said it was so weird and gross so whenever people would compliment it I lied and said I hated it and wanted a new one. I hate compliments (usually) because I am so insecure that if someone notices my outfit or something I feel like they are instantly judging me. I know they probably aren’t, but still.

I keep telling myself that in college everyone finds themselves and gets super confident, but I’m only in 7th grade, so that’s a long time to be insecure…