I am 9 months pregnant. I’m 18 years old. I’m a highschool drop out. I’m in a relationship. Hes not the father. We met while I was pregnant. Yes he knows. But he doesn’t know I’m a s** addict..thats how I got pregnant. I’m an ex meth head, and I want to do it all over again. F*** things up and watch it all go to hell. Cause that’s the way I am. I watch and smile at evil. I am a monster.