I just found out my boyfriend of 2 years and who I have lived with for 18 months, is addicted to p***. It’s now very clear why our s** life has sucked after the newness wore off.
I am crushed. I left my husband for him. He’s fantastic in every other way. He stopped it for all this time but finally decided to come clean as he wants to get back to p*** and the high it brings him. He has spent 200 dollars in 24 hours buying his favorite p*** DVDs and toys. He went from zero to 100 for p*** in that time frame.
I told him if this continues (he promises it won’t be a 24/7 thing, this is just renewed high from the lack of p*** in the past 18 months) that I will leave him. Watching for 3 or 4 hours at a stretch, and neglecting life (eating, social interaction, anything normal) is beyond what I will put up with.
He swore that it’d be short lived and he’ll put it away and only watch with me with him when it’s the right time. But he sleeps on the couch, he has all night to secretly watch them now. I have serious doubts that he can live up to his promises.