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I’m lost. I want to die every day but I will not end my own life. Instead I just think things like “someone shoot me” or “just kill me now” and most commonly “god, just please give me a terminal illness” and I actually mean them. I’ve been depressed for a few weeks and I see my life going nowhere. I can’t talk to my mom cuz she’s dealing with problems with the morgage and I can’t talk to my best friend cuz she just lost her baby and I can’t talk to my boyfriend because he’s dealing with family problems. None of them would want to hear my problems because I’m the one that always listens and makes them feel better. So I’m lost and incredibly alone at this point.

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