I feel terrible. My wife and I promised each other that we would “save” ourselves ’til marriage. Three years into our marriage I found out that she had cheated while we were engaged. Then she had another affair that I stopped before it went too far. I think it’s to build my self esteem, I am not sure why I do it; but I have been with 12 different women, on several occasions, since her second time. Am feel sick when I look at myself in the mirror.
