I have been secretly in love with one of my husbands closest friends for over 6 years. Thr first time he saw me and our eyes connected from across the room, it was like lightning!! Ever since then I couldnt get him out of my head, and every time we saw each other without saying a word there would a crazy amount of heat in our gazes that would send goosebumps all over me. Fast forward a few years and now I’m very close friends with his wife, and the four of us hang out every week, and I thought my feelings would disappear but they haven’t. ..just deeper. I have never told him how I feel, but he must know. I try not to look him in the eyes in case anyone
else could see the electricty between our gazes. Plain and simple, I love him deeply, I dream about him, and I get butterflies everytime I see him…even after all these years. I also love my husband and would never want to hurt him or hurt his wife…so I just hold on to this secret praying it will go away someday….I dont know what to do, I feel like Im in too deep and kept this secret for too long…I dont know how to stop my heart from loving him and I can never be with him so I live with a small pain in my heart all the time…maybe I should just tell him and face all the consequences…
