I’m a widow of 72 who did something terrible and that’s why I can’t sleep for some days.
A few days ago the nextdoor neighbour son of 18 came by to bring some cake his mother baked.
I was sitting on the chair at the kitchentable and he came standing so very close at me that I could see his enormes buldge in his trousers.
He grabbed my right hand and placed it on his big erection. I was actually surprised that I automatically followed what he desired, as if I wasn’t there myself. He rubbed my hand over it and when he let go I proceed rubbing it. Then he unbelted his trousers and his firm d*** popped out.
Without any word he grabbed my hand again and I felt the warm flesh of this pulsating d***. I was still as in a haze, if not myself. I started slowly to jerk him of . He looked at me as I was fixed on his firm hard on and remain so until he spilled his seed all over me.
After that he kissed me on my forehead and disappeared, leaving me very confused.
I don’t know why he chose me for that, I’m just an old, fat unattractive widow and that keeps me busy all the time.
I also feel ashamed and don’t dare to greet his mother any more. I’m doomed now, I think.