I love my wife of six months very much. But I can’t stop thinking about another girl I’ve loved dearly for most of my life. I haven’t seen her in more than 7 years, but I think about her multiple times per day, even when sleeping with my wife. I feel so incredibly guilty, but I’ve never stopped wanting her. I feel like she thinks about me too.

I would never cheat on my wife, but I feel like such an a****** for thinking about/dreaming about/wanting to be with this other girl. I’m glad she lives a few states away where it couldn’t happen anyway.