My ex and I were together for about three years before he broke up with me. (I moved away to college, and he’s at the college in my hometown, so he couldn’t handle the distance.) Well, before we broke up, I had only had s** with him. Since we’ve been apart I’ve had s** with two other guys. The thing is, my ex and I still talk like we’re in a relationship, but we’re not. He’s thinking about transferring up here so we can be together. And he’s even mentioned marriage a few times. Yesterday he sent me a picture message of some rings he was looking at. If he transfers up here and we’re together I’m going to feel so guilty about the guys that I’ve had s** with. I already feel guilty about it. I want to tell him but I’m scared that If I do that I’ll lose him forever. They don’t mean anything, but he does. I can’t lose him. As it is, we’re not even dating. But just knowing that we’re so close to being together again.. and that he’s talked about marriage. He really is my one and only. I just don’t know what to do. The guilt is eating me up inside.