I have always seemed to have no interest in a romantic relationship. Every guy who has ever asked me out has something seriously wrong with their heads(they do drugs, have been in a mental hospital, is my stalker, etc.) I even told my parents, I will never marry and they completely agreed with it. They tell any other relatives that ask if I have a boyfriend, that I don’t want to get married.

The truth is….I sometimes think the thought of getting married is nice, even if I know marriages never last long. I still find the idea interesting but I this reputation now of being too good for a boyfriend. I just never thought I was good enough. I’m 5’6″, 115 pounds, and boys want smaller girls with blonde hair, not brown, and a pretty face.