My sister is such a monumental burden! I have always been an introvert and she is a tornado of chaos. Its completely siphoning the life out of me. And of course I am the savior and cleaner of her mistakes. Why do I do this to myself? I know why, because I have never been in a relationship. So I crave whatever bond I can get. Its sad but I am this century’s Queen Elizabeth. On a good day I am ok with knowing I will die alone, never knowing what falling in love feels like. Hallmark channel s****.