I have hurt people. Intentionally and non intentionally. I have had images of hurting people. I have done bodily harm to myself. I have wanted to die for a while now. I hate people. I want to bring harm to people, and I try to not bring harm. I have done terrible, terrible things to people and I find it difficult to stop these thoughts. I feel nothing but darkness. I use self harm as punishment. I use it because I am a terrible person. I enjoy hurting people. I, at times, try to look out for people, to look after them, but being met with factors I dislike I get angry, I grow intensely angry and will stop at nothing until punishment has been dealt to myself. I am evil. I can’t even look at my face and smile.. I hate arguing and I despise my existence. What reason am I here for if it’s just to hurt people?