So much for “A new year, A new you” I fucked up already. I stole an i phone. Today I was changing back into my clothes after swim practice and i happen to look over and see a phone. My parents wont let me have a phone it’s free plenty of people do it so why not? And besides we live in a wealthy area the girls parents could probably replace it no problem. WRONG I WAS DEAD A** WRONG I’M A F*CKING THIEF! I ruined her day. I think her dad knows its missing because when i turned it on a contact labeled dad sent a message saying “text message” probably to see if it would go through. It totally freaked me. I was trying to reset the thing. I realized since she has ios7 she probably can track her phone. I read even if the phone is turned off (direct quote from apple website) “Don’t worry, It can track were it’s been.” At this point i was like F*CK my life and re-turned it off. (Hell yes it’s going back).The last thing i wanted was police at our door. (I’m black my mom would kill me). Not good so i confessed. So basically I’m in deep sh*t. I’m supposed to be doing home work but can’t bring myself to do it. My step dad asked me if he needed to hide his stuff from me. Now both of my parents call me thief. Where the fudge do i go from here? run away no too expected I just don’t know. And the fact my mom Is now all of the sudden COMPLETELY calm tells me shes damn ashamed, she doesn’t believe in me any more and doesn’t consider me hers. (Her child) Some times like today I mess up really badly i don’t know why i just fudge up good things. I have a lot planned for my future and am work damn hard in school and at practice to make my dreams true BUT out of no where my brain hibernates and I mess up like today. Is there hope for me? am i just fucked? anyways thanks and bless your heart if you read and some what care. I really appreciate it and i wish you the best of luck in every thing, bye