I am just guilty about how much I’ve lied to my parents, the whole money situation. I still owe money for my college, I messed up, royally! I screwed up my undergraduate career and I’m having to pay for it now. I just want to move on in life and focus on doing something good so that I can help my family. I made one wrong decision, I was weak I hankered for attention too much, fell in with the wrong crowd and despite being a scholarship holder, totally screwed up my college life. It s****.